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wanna update abit about things i do this past few days..
sorry that ive not been blogging anything..
first, maybe cause i don hv the urge to do so...
second, im exhausted at the end of the day..
third, procrastinating and so i forgotten what to post where i actually have so much things to post...
forth, dad does not like me playing computer whether or not i'm doing something important...reason is that he dont like to c ppl sitting down (sigh*)
fifth, thinking of something extraordinary things to post...

so i guess that's about it...

maybe u guys can suggest something that u all really wanna noe?
i'll take into consideration...hahahaha...

Past few weeks, i've been practising for CINELEISURE CHRISTMAS CHILLING PERFORMANCE. I was performing on the 15th and 16th DECEMBER.. *sry for those who'll gonna be angry of me for not informing..* we performed at 1pm and 3 pm..this time no $$ because cineleisure sponsor us for C3..Overall it was alright but is not to the point where we're all satisfy bout the performance but i'm satisfied n relieved that my performing day are over!
Now for u peeps who wanna watch us CHARM perform in cineleisure, u can watch them on the 22nd, 24th, 25th dec at the same time! but wouldnt be seeing me ler ocoz!

Next, will be my outing with him cause i seldom c him due to his hectic work that has limited off day..so sry my fren who've ive neglected...i didnt forget u guys at all! but just forgive me )=

somehow, i've been so frustrated coz of cheer, finance, daily routine, soon to face college life again, family/friedns, and him...almost evrything...because im being such an emo nowadayzs...
i wanna stop this emo emo thing...coz i hate it...

:::i see my father i wish that im invisible...cause he just freak me out; i fear him cause i'll never be right for him...but i'll try to love him beacuse i care for him still..
:::i see my 2nd sis, i feel lotsa pressure, cause she is such a smart ass...
:::i see my aunt, i do not know how to b true...
:::i thought of my fren, i feel guilty.
:::i though of college, i'll go crazy thinking if my parents can support me with the finance and if i am able to cope with it...*shit*
:::i thought of him, i'll be thinking without him, part of my life will b missing...

:::whole lots more to think about..sometimes i even think of somehting that i donno what im thinking ahhaha...

wow im so emo!!! looks couldnt tell how i actually thought of evryone..
i shall relax and not make my life miserable!

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i just came back from my practice and today i did 360 and show-basket..
didnt have time to do basket toss...cause i don even make a perfect show-basket..
dissapointing...
i knocked my chin on kheen ho's forehead while doing 360..
OUCH! is really painful...
now there's a bump under my chin...
but still can bear with it...
360 was ok..better than what i expected...hehe
but i wish i could improve...
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christmas is near...
where will u all go?
what will u all do?
how u all gonna celebrate this merry day?

haha guess u all awaiting how am i gonna cleebrate with him rite?
hehe we're officially celberating it on 26th...
i wont tell u whatz gonna happen on that day! hehe
im excited*
stay tune*



p/s im addicted to chipmunks la.....keep listening to their songs