MJ the legend

haihz...
while watching 8tv where Michael's live in Bucharest...
my tears roll down...
is really funny and weird that i feel this way...
Michael really influence alot of us..
and his death really put a big impact in our life...
like many people...part of my soul seems like goes with him...
really i must say this:
he is an ammmmmmmmmmmmaaazing singer, dancer...
he's one of a kind...
he's the king
he IS the BEST....

his voice touched many people WORLDWIDE
his lyrics is so true....
his talent Inspired by many people...
he has united the nation...

his contribution to the world is unlimited...


i think alot of us is missing him so badly from all over the counties...

is heartbreaking and the biggest nightmare to us...

Oh LORD..please give me strength and let our prayers be with him Lord..AMEN



MY BEST MOMENT :
when i was really small...i watched video clip from 'laser disc' with my cousin in her house...really we're so crazy about it...we watch the live...we watch with awe....
after that we kept watching MJ disc after disc...all his video clips is like a movie for us...also, i learn hw to immitate his finger, his way of pointing...wow those were the days....



MICHAEL JACKSON U'RE MY IDOL ALWAYS AND FOREVER...
he's true idol seriously...he's the idol for all ages...
dont believe? watch his live

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Michael Jackson died?

Neednt i say much...
He's one of my idol...
i admire his songs and talent bt nt his crime...
nevertheless it is a loss in the entertainment industry...
so many many singer artist put him as an idol and form who they r today..
reading their twitter, seems that he really did a great job in putting impact on the music industry..
even dancer....

it seems that there were no 100% confirmation by CNN
and some other channel...
WE hope it isnt true as he's supposed to do his final concert..
how devastating for the fans to know they dont get to c his LAST concert?

my prayer is with him...
listening to all songs played in radio really
makes me think of my childhood...
i guess noone will ever deserve the title KING OF POP aside of him...

*shakes head* speechless seriously...

Joaquim 21st Birthday!!

On June 4th,
i went to my BFF's birthday party held at her house...
I really enjoyed and happy to see
my friends again after...
well...since we graduate from high school?!?!
So we have tons and tons of gossip and chit-chatting
till even when everyone has left, we still chatting..
talking most about our past and the happy moment we had..
reminiscing our school life..
it seems soooooo long ago...
really miss those days...
also, i get to meet Jo's friend in uni...
they're so fun and nice...
I would say Thank you Jo for making this party...
if not, i would be still so hooked up with cheer practice...
but i thank God that i did not missed celebrating with you due to practice...
i thank God for i take a break out of my hectic cheer life...
and i thank God that i still put my friends and family at priority...
if not i really don't know when r we gonna meet up again
with the aiwee as well...
haha...
hopefully we'll c each other real soon and...
with lixin as well (=

*The gorgeous birthday girl in the middle & us (=*

*a special picture of the ex-Dj-ians...*





toodle-loo

feeling lost

sigh lately i've been looking at my life as being very gloomy...
how can i be back to optimistic if keeps on like that?
is torturing...
even a crave for wedges enough to make my life gloomy...
when i tot of next month...
i really feel scared, worried and fear..
been using money lately...
there were just lil income but more cashflow...
wonder how am i gonna survive...
the pressure i have towards the cheer competition is soo big just like the time im anticipating my exam results...
i fear...i have so much commitment that i need to make and done...
i really need to get champion...
lately everything seems so wrong..what i can do all balls down to failure...
haihz...really wanna cry after all the hard work...
just like my exams again...
and and and...
there's so many "special" day coming up...
i feel even more tense...
i want to feel less of "urgh" and stop getting more n more "urgh" from people...
i dont wanna know that...ah this is soooooo bullshit i dotn know what im trying to say...
im getting insane...
ahhh! i realized it all linked together...how can this be happening to me?
rite now what im sure about is noone know how i feel...
no1 can stand at my place and feel it...
and i dont know how to tell you how i feel..
it just...i just want just 1 thing...comfort and calm...
but i dont know how, where and what to gain that...

random

it's been reallly long that i din post anything up in my blog...
my blog almost died...or maybe dying i dont know...

sigh rite now there are so many things pondering me...
just so many...
it really makes me feel distress...
i hope i will receive some breakthrough soon...
knowing that i've not been doing what im supposed to do, really upset me...
things seems to turn out not the way i wanted...
whenever i look at the outcome i feel like banging my head against the wall...
i feel like im not like who i am before...
someone told me if i did not fall i will never knew how to rise up...
i guess this is how it should be said...i'm not sure...
what i know is i've fallen...
sigh...
everyday i have to put on a smile on my face...
accepting the fact but is so hard...
yet i need to push myself and force myself to think that way...
my heart is screaming and mourning...
is tormented...and i hate it...
i admit that im useless now...i surrendered eventhough time is not up...
yet what do i get in return?
all i can do is wait and forget and let days goes by...
hoping someday my patient will be fruitful.....
life is just so challenging and ever changing i feel....

Oh LORD....please guide me through...