What we think, we become.

Some updates and movie review (in the post above) :)

Remember the time i say what i wanted?
well, i finally have it...
and guess what i got?

instead of having only 1 item that i've mentioned, i have 2!!!
Thanks to clement :) he's just awesome but i feel guilty as this is not cheap...sigh

okok...
i know you wanna know what i got from him for my birthday.

I got this 2 stuff:~

Ahh...love it love it..

i guess most girls don't really have the desire for these stuff but i do!
Polaroid is cool whether or not u agree with it!


thanks for the surprise again darl.

My finals is around the corner.
Feel so unprepared.
Lotsa things to think of and all i can do is pray that i can do it with of course some effort from me.

Blessed me My Lord.

Scribbles

Recently, i've been so stress and moody.
Seriously i wish i can just sleep the whole day without even care what is going on or being disturbed by anyone.
only at this time, i could feel myself survive even if i'm all by myself or alone.

i understand most of you went through your finals (as in education) and perhaps all r trying to tell me that it'll be alright.
despite myself being a pessimistic especially at this time around, i did not work my best to solve my problem.
all i can think of in my brain is "what if..."
i know myself is pathetic enough now coz all i do is whine whine whine!!

and yes, i think by doing so i'll feel better.

This semester is soooooo tough that on one hand i feel i'm blessed coz i give up Actuarial Science, on the other hand , i took something that is not any better too. just maybe just a tad better than Actuarial.

normally, visiting lecturer to me is a good sign and i dont mind not attending their class if those lecturer sucks. but this time, i attend and Oh LORD HELP ME... since the beginning of the semester, lecturer already telling us how tough this course is bla bla bla...everything is bad, tough, hard, fail...every single subject. WHY do this to me at this final stage of my education...really i can't accept failure anymore because it kills me. Once the visting lecturer come, they make me even worse because by then u know what r they assessing us in exam. and once again *PLEASE HELP ME MY HOLY FATHER* they proven me that the exam is nothing i've attempted before. now i wish 1 day have 48hours for me to do everything i could.

i've limited time...
seriously maybe 2 months...

i doubt i have any hope.

sometimes i c those ppl so chilling, i will think too myself, why so serious?
but the fact is, i take this rather seriously and please don't joke with me coz i'll get pissed and no, i wont fight with u but i will keep silent because i hate you. i hate u r stupid, i hate u r smart, i hate everythingggggggggg

right now my feeling is:
this is my last hope, last chance, and i mustttttttt pass....
but the outcome is not favourable to me at all!
so what am i gonna do ? still hoping though...thatz all..hope......
i want this sooooooooo badly more than GUCCI, SALVATORE, YSL...
and again "what if?"
sighhhhhhhhhh

sometimes i wish ppl could really be understandable to me and respect me for being serious.
sometimes i wish ppl will care for my emotion and feeling when i call them not to disturb me.
sometimes i wish ppl could understand that i'm not scolding them or any hard feeling for them for being moody and wanna be alone.

I want...

Vacation

ever since, Hong Kong, not include other place i went because other places i go is for competition which mean can't enjoy as much as i want to, i really miss vacation ... a real vacation..i guess i'm the most easy to satisfy kinda person as i don't care where i go for vacation (of course the nicer place better lerh) i will still enjoy it because it's vacation = RELAX. AHHHH i want more but limited $$$$$

Fujifilm Instax 210

Just watch youtube regarding this bulky toy!! (no is not eexactly a toy! it's a polaroid camera)
i want this because it seems that aside being so big and ugly, i like the effect of the picture and so old school. Just afraid that the film no longer will be available and it will rot in my possession. i could imagine me holding it which im not even sure if i can hold it with one hand coz is so big. but ocoz is big in order to have bigger picture rite...i like big picture rather than mini size 1 which the instax also have mini size, but i just love big wide photo more...that's y i hesitate to get the mini 1. So should i get this?

Dolce & Gabbana Rose the One Perfume

So in love with this fragrance..the scent indescribable. God knows how hard i fall in love with perfume due to i'm very picky in choosing the best scents that i want on my body. I have JLO Still perfume which i try to use it at minimal because i love that scents too much that i am worried it will be gone! But i wanted to try alternative and this is the alternative that i found which have the same likings!!! I loveeeeee and i want this too...

DKNY Be Delicious Fresh Blossom Perfume

Well to be honest i really can't compare this with D&G rose the one perfume because both of this is LOVEEEEEEEE... and i like both of it...however, the major different is that, in my opinion, D&G is more feminine and i guess since is D&G, high-end brand, i guess the scents last longer? no? any comment? im not sure coz i havent got 1 yet and ocoz i want also...ahahah This DKNY to me is more sweet rather than feminine. My definition of sweet is not the sugar sweet but to portray a sweet angelic girly girl. And this is cheaper. perhaps i could get it my own ? ='( $$$$$$$

Tattoo

On the other note,i've been wanting tattoo since like clement's got his one. Supposed he got it during his 21st and i plan to do mine on 21st but too bad it didnt happen coz no cash again. Perhaps many of you will say, no more don't try to want to many things. LOL but i think when i got money, those things i want might not be the things that i will buy anymore..but then, tattoo can be made anytime and i'm sure the place i wanna get tattoo wouldnt closed down anytime soon. So, i will definitely getting it but perhaps in near future...



the Question is:

which 1 should i choose as my present???

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Movie review

Actually i watched this movie since few months ago .
Again, i don't see it in cinema (not sure) so i watched through downloading it.
i can't expressed how much i love to watch this show.
i can watch over and over again from laptop to HBO again and again.
but watching it via HBO somehow there's lotsa censored.
so is better to download it and watch.

there's nothing that i don't like about this show.
i feel is brilliant and somehow i just feel fear as i keep thinking what if i'm that daughter.
*touchwood*
i wish this movie can be longer...LOL cause i don't want it to end.

rate: 10/10

People is crazy about this movie.
So of course have to watch it rite?
ended up i guess whoever watched this movie, all went abit unrealistic or gone crazy..
LOL
i guess nothing much i could say because it seems that everyone is talking about it.
please don't ask me what is the ending or you don't understand or do i understand.
Noone can give definite answer i believe.
Not even the director or scriptwriter.
Perhaps it is just the way a director tried to produce such movie that will allow us to use our brain in many different way, different interpretation from different people.
so, i think the conclusion is all yours.

To make things simpler for me and to avoid me from getting nuts thinking about this movie.
i will conclude that from the very beginning, it is all just Cobb's dream since he said that noone can remember the beginning of a dream..LOL

done!

rate: 8/10

i think this is really pretty good movie.
not trying to be biased because i love angelina jolie so much.
but seriously is pretty good.
action movie with some twist and turn to it.
not a dull movie at all.
:)

i like.........

rate: 8/10

movie review (it's been long time)

Watch this yesterday night..
i dont think malaysia cinema has this on screen though.

it is hilarious and unique storyline.
this show is just so creative in the way it actually rewind back the story.
so u know what actually happened.

i love this movie!

rate: 9/10

I think the best Toy Story movie so far!
i'm not a fan of toy story 1 or even 2 when i was a teen.
i felt that this movie kinda scary because toys alive? eee creepy~
but now when i watch back the TOY STORY 1 & 2 (3D)
it began to interest me and i enjoyed it.
So when PART 3 came out,
i really wanted to watch it.
and luckily i did because
it is so funny and i like the animation, the graphics everything...
you gotta watch it !

rate: 9/10

PUDU JAIL DEMOLITION

NST NEWSPAPER

KUALA LUMPUR: When the clock strikes 10pm tonight, the 394m stretch of Pudu Jail wall fronting Jalan Pudu will be demolished after having served its purpose for the past 100 years.

Construction on the 4.5 metre wall, also known as Pudu Goal, started in 1891 in Jalan Hang Tuah, and it was fully completed in 1895 at a cost of RM15,360.

The wall, which once set a record for the longest mural in the world (384m), now carries no meaning in the bustling hub of development at Bukit Bintang Golden Triangle.

The prison itself stopped operating in 1996 and its inmates were shifted to the Sungai Buloh Prison, located 36km from here, after the building could no longer cater to the high volume of up to 6,550 people at a time since 1985.

The memories linked to the historic landmark will remain part of the country's history even after the wall is torn down in a move proposed by Kuala Lumpur Mayor Datuk Seri Ahmad Fuad Ismail.

The move is part of an effort to ease traffic congestion in the area through a road-widening project, including the construction of an underpass.

A check yesterday showed soil levelling works on the prison premises completed and awaiting today's wall demolition, a plan which drew flak from those who cherish the building's heritage.

Prabu Munusamy, 32, expressed his disappointment, saying the prison complex could be a valuable tourist attraction.

He said although the building had housed criminals, it should be preserved for its own unique values.

"This prison has even held several prominent convicts and until today, the public still come by to see and take photos there."

Chew Chong Huai, 52, said he was saddened to know that the historic structure, which should be made a heritage site, would be torn down.

"In other countries, such as China for example, historical landmarks would be kept and preserved as tourist attractions."

Irwan Hashim, 32, also disagreed with the move to demolish the complex and wall, saying the city was already congested with development.

"Enough with these developments. Kuala Lumpur is already packed with buildings and shopping complexes. Let us not destroy what is left of our heritage."

A tourist from the Philippines, 49-year-old Farancisco B. Lopez said Pudu Jail should be preserved for tourism purposes, such as the Alcatraz prison in California, United States.

"It's a waste and pointless. I was told this building is one of the historical sites in Malaysia as it was built in the 1800s." -- Bernama

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MY SAY!


I felt that is kinda waste for such a meaningful trademark that symbolizes KL actually. Not to say that KL represents convict but the Pudu jail has been the landmark in KL since like 100 years!!! thatz a long and should be considered historic year!

I'm sure everyone knows where is PUDU jail. Whenever we wanna meet up or go somewhere in Kl, asking direction...often we mentioned Pudu Jail, eventually we know where it is.

It will be so empty now when i go to Sungei Wang. without seeing those great walls and the eerie-ness of it when i passed, it just different now.

HOwever, knowing that they demolished it for the purpose of shopping mall? such a ridiculous and stupid thing to do...aren't we enough shopping mall already????
can they just use the land for good purpose for God sake!

Times Square shopping mall is already failed enough, and now building another 1 next to it, it doesnt make it better.

I hope that Government spend time on increasing and improving the economy of the country in the long term rather than running a short term profit project like building shopping mall!!

IT's not easy to have a 100 year old building. we dont see it anywhere so often. At least sometimes we can see 100 years old trees..but building...it just rare!