it is exactly 5.15 a.m. ....
kinda pissed yet felt some kind of peacefulness in my hse..
as i stare at my monitor alone at this hour..
i thought alot of things..
things that i find it so hard to explain and understand...
so hard to trust and to believe..
just a random thought :
"do you agree with the saying 'nothing is impossible'?"
well i don't because i found something that is not possible...
which is 'perfect'..'nothing is perfect' including living things like us, human....
somehow night like this makes me think of you...
neither would u care nor u remember..
im alright...
i dont wanna waste my time like this talking shit...
it is still cny...
my last day for me to enjoy this 1 week holidays!
monday im gonna back to school..
i felt sad for many things which will soon occurred on me...
well life is too short to think bout all this...
enjoy this 1 more day..
but i guess i'll b wasting it once again...
Thursday, February 7, 2008
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
I HEREBY WISH ALL OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY,
GONG HEI FATT CHOY!
MAN SI YU YI! *everything u do will be carried out smoothly*
SAN TEI GIN HONG! *good health*
HOK YIP JUN BOU! *succeed in education*
MA DOU GONG SENG! *work is favourable*
it is now 2.22am on 'cho yat' *first day of chinese new year*...
yesterday (nin 30 man), perhaps all of us had our reunion dinner...
and so i went to cheras to had dinner with my father's side grandma + uncle's family..
did nothing much...the atmosphere is just so silent...
cant really experienced the olden days where we all had so much fun playinf fireworks and stuff...so fun so merry...
now, evrything seems to be so different...grandma's getting older n older...
still looks so cheerful which im so glad to see...
stay there for some time then headed back home..few mins later i went to my mother side grandparents house...lotsa ppl there...at first it was so silent till my mother called and evryone started talkign through the phone with my mother...then my sis, cousin, uncles and i played cards...at first i lost completely bu after i stopped awhile n resume back, i get back my money!!! though i only bet for rm1...hahaha..im a safe player...
anyway till 1am i reached home and nothing to do again but evryone is going to sleep and im ere...onlining...
waiting for his reply...hope to hear his voice...sigh i just miss him....
Monday, February 4, 2008
updates *new* updates
this gonna be a long post i shall say... i have a request from someone *ahem* *u know who you are* and thus, i'm posting this to update on my life so far for this brand new year...
starting off with my college. yup im officially a metropolitan college student and not a utar-ian. i'm so not sure if im gonna fit-in in that college but for these 3weeks, it's been fine to me. staff is friendly, people are nice & smart as well ^^ another pressure moment for me. *lol* the environment in the college is alright-not big, not packed with people, like secondary school. however outside of metropolitan is just *roll eyes* stressing - jam, smoke, highways, n stuff like that. my problem of finding parking since in utar still haven't solve but instead worse now *sigh* but well, i already get used to it. Everyday student studying in this area will have this daily routine - find parking. anyhoos, ive made my final decision, and wat i hv to do is to moe forward and enjoy what i'm in. *blessed me*
After all the yada-yada of my education, i'm gonna talk bout cheer. *winks* yeap i'm still a cheerleader. old-woman i am now still doing youngster stuff. it just so much to learn and yet everyday i couldnt feel that im good at it. so that's why i'm still in this field. *lol* one shocking news i got this year is that, i've become a captain for an upcoming competition. though, is not any huge competition but it is still holding the reputation of CHARM. thus, i gotta bring back the champion for charm since last year got 2nd. and now, im in a state of pressure. im nervous, im scared, im afraid. yes i am...anyway my team consists of brand new people. i gotta drill them and make them like a pro in just a very short time. this add-on to more stress. but i believe in them coz they're progressing! *thank God* but still looooooonnnnnnngggggg way to go people..*wish me luck*
next i'll talk bout, CHINESE NEW YEAR. *lol* funny that i talked bout it before even cny. well, just a shout out. what r u guys planning to do? this year i guess nothing much. just 1 thing, my financial getting tight and yet i dont know whats my dad doing with the money. or has he been earning it.i dont know. dont ask me. i hate to think bout money. i basically owe people some amount of money. so my only hope is that ang pao money is more this year. my house got no tv samo, without tv during CNY is a disaster i tell u... u can't watch those funny show and u couldnt find any other way to make your house atmosphere like cny...another thing bout cny.... i'm sure my relative will ask why did i change college and stuff..this is gonna be so annoying. hope to see my friends soon during cny! miss you guys alot! havent been spending time on u guys...im sorry...
oh yea lately, i watched this movie...
it just so funny, u gotta watch this well at least dvd..guess better to watch DVD coz lotsa part is being cut.. kinda nonsensical but yet it is a great time for u to laugh out loud!
im gonna finished this post some of the updates of me n who-else-but-him. we've finally together for 1/2 a year *smile* is nto easy to make it that far. i mean i ever thought we could. but ive made it that far. 1/2 way more to go and another achievement to make! is really blessed of me that i found him. lotsa things happened this time around since im away from blogging. too much to mentioned, too much for exposure *haha* anyway as things get abit haywire, we fixed it up and now everything went well again. i thanked those people who concerned bout me and often asked me bout my condition. i really appreciate such concerned because it seems that people do care bout me and read my blog.thank you MWAH!
thatz all i guess. would love to hear from the viewer as well...hehe....
starting off with my college. yup im officially a metropolitan college student and not a utar-ian. i'm so not sure if im gonna fit-in in that college but for these 3weeks, it's been fine to me. staff is friendly, people are nice & smart as well ^^ another pressure moment for me. *lol* the environment in the college is alright-not big, not packed with people, like secondary school. however outside of metropolitan is just *roll eyes* stressing - jam, smoke, highways, n stuff like that. my problem of finding parking since in utar still haven't solve but instead worse now *sigh* but well, i already get used to it. Everyday student studying in this area will have this daily routine - find parking. anyhoos, ive made my final decision, and wat i hv to do is to moe forward and enjoy what i'm in. *blessed me*
After all the yada-yada of my education, i'm gonna talk bout cheer. *winks* yeap i'm still a cheerleader. old-woman i am now still doing youngster stuff. it just so much to learn and yet everyday i couldnt feel that im good at it. so that's why i'm still in this field. *lol* one shocking news i got this year is that, i've become a captain for an upcoming competition. though, is not any huge competition but it is still holding the reputation of CHARM. thus, i gotta bring back the champion for charm since last year got 2nd. and now, im in a state of pressure. im nervous, im scared, im afraid. yes i am...anyway my team consists of brand new people. i gotta drill them and make them like a pro in just a very short time. this add-on to more stress. but i believe in them coz they're progressing! *thank God* but still looooooonnnnnnngggggg way to go people..*wish me luck*
next i'll talk bout, CHINESE NEW YEAR. *lol* funny that i talked bout it before even cny. well, just a shout out. what r u guys planning to do? this year i guess nothing much. just 1 thing, my financial getting tight and yet i dont know whats my dad doing with the money. or has he been earning it.i dont know. dont ask me. i hate to think bout money. i basically owe people some amount of money. so my only hope is that ang pao money is more this year. my house got no tv samo, without tv during CNY is a disaster i tell u... u can't watch those funny show and u couldnt find any other way to make your house atmosphere like cny...another thing bout cny.... i'm sure my relative will ask why did i change college and stuff..this is gonna be so annoying. hope to see my friends soon during cny! miss you guys alot! havent been spending time on u guys...im sorry...
oh yea lately, i watched this movie...
it just so funny, u gotta watch this well at least dvd..guess better to watch DVD coz lotsa part is being cut.. kinda nonsensical but yet it is a great time for u to laugh out loud!im gonna finished this post some of the updates of me n who-else-but-him. we've finally together for 1/2 a year *smile* is nto easy to make it that far. i mean i ever thought we could. but ive made it that far. 1/2 way more to go and another achievement to make! is really blessed of me that i found him. lotsa things happened this time around since im away from blogging. too much to mentioned, too much for exposure *haha* anyway as things get abit haywire, we fixed it up and now everything went well again. i thanked those people who concerned bout me and often asked me bout my condition. i really appreciate such concerned because it seems that people do care bout me and read my blog.thank you MWAH!
thatz all i guess. would love to hear from the viewer as well...hehe....
still a 2007 post : REptile EXhibition in 1utama
i went to this exhibition during December...
yes ages ago and now i only posted it....
anyway i love watching snakes and reptiles coz they're just so gross and at the same time very interesting...
it was only rm5 per entry....
though is not as big as i thought...but there's just alot of snakes! ahhaha
and they're 2 that u can take pics with...
it just lure arounds somehow....so darl was so frightened whenever the girl holding witht he snakes walked pass him...
ahahha i never c a guy so sced b4...ahahaha
was great lerh to feel like im in ZOO once again..hehe
yes ages ago and now i only posted it....
anyway i love watching snakes and reptiles coz they're just so gross and at the same time very interesting...
it was only rm5 per entry....
though is not as big as i thought...but there's just alot of snakes! ahhaha
and they're 2 that u can take pics with...
it just lure arounds somehow....so darl was so frightened whenever the girl holding witht he snakes walked pass him...
ahahha i never c a guy so sced b4...ahahaha
was great lerh to feel like im in ZOO once again..hehe
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