stubborn

does being perfectionist and stubborn linked with each other?
sometimes i thought i've get over it..
but last 2 days proved me wrong..
during practice, the toughest part for me is stunting..
having to know my own ability and the way i am...
i just will put a lot more pressure and expectation for myself..
in a way it will be beneficial to you..
however, there's always the downside of it..
i wouldn't want anyone to see me disappointed ...
because i'll make them worried bout me..

gosh why am i typing all this...
anyway..
i hope that i'll do better the next time...