random updates

first of all, i would want like to tell you that i'm not going to blog as often as i used to be. Instead, i will prefer to talk to my friends on the phone or sms each other to keep each other updated! i miss my friends so much...)= people who dont blog normally will ask "why do ppl blog? telling people what u did everyday and what underwear u're wearing today were that interesting?" actually i myself do not know why i blog. the main purpose of blogging i dont even know. whatever reason it is i blog because i just want to keep myslef close to my friends. i want my friends to keep in touch with me. however, it seems like it is in vain. ya i dont wanna say that im pathetic but i guess i am. Sometimes when i see my fren reply on my chatterbox or talk to me, i feel extremely happy as i feel like i'm still remembered. Hols is fun relax and enjoying but the downfall is u will know how many of your friends now is just hi-bye friends or was it just apply to me *hmm?* watever it is... i hate how i feel now. i have tons of things i planned to do...but who am i to find to share with me this plan?