Perfect wedding

Watch it and you'll know why!

This the complete masterpiece:

This is the making of the film:

This is absolutely the ideal wedding that i ever imagine.

I'm sure most of you have thought about before or maybe at least a little about how your wedding should looks like. To me, wedding is genuine and should be once in a lifetime. It takes serious commitment and serious decision. It needs you to choose the right person - the one and only person that you ever love in your life. And that's why it is a big decision.

I feel so happy for the bride when i watched this video. I wish they're gonna be happily ever after. It brought me tears when i see how beautiful is the video, the people and the whole ceremony. It started beautifully and it ended perfectly.

I have the same plan for my wedding and i dream big. Hence, i have never thought my wedding would be so perfect though i wish.

However, it will be great to have:

the pretty dazzling chandelier; crystals and candles all over; the vintage furniture and atmosphere; laces and sequins; tulips and lily of the valley as well as Stephanotis mixed hydrangeas; stunning gown; smart looking fiance; a perfectly shoot FILMAGRAM production ; outdoor vow ceremony just like this one *love*

Sounds exciting but think about the costs and the venue. How often will i get to find the venue in my dream in this country? lol.

So, What's your ideal wedding ?

Inevitable Phase

Is there anyone who can survive without doing anything in their life?
i'm wondering.
Jobs to me is doing something.
Earning money or not, it doesn't matter.
But job is doing something am i right?
*sounds abit too random...*
The point is, i feel like as you grow,
you will finally meets the end of studying.
What lies ahead of you is, work!
To me, i am very much excited to be able to work.
I know many of you might disagree.
Perhaps you may wait for me to post in the future saying that i regret what i just said.
Only time will tell.

It is unbelievable to me even till now that I have been hired.
I mean, results i got per se is not delighting.
but, it's funny how much courage and the beliefs i have in me.
People can't tell how confident i am because they are not me.
But i know, those who are close to me realized it.
and i know, the interviewers can see my potential in me.
In my life, i really thank my friends, although to say the one who really know me is not that many, i still thank them for they are real to me and that i feel supported by them whenever i doubt myself. I thank all my aunts and grandparents who believe in me. I thank him for being there for me. I thank Him for opening doors for me and guide me through the light. Lastly, i thank my sisters for bidding me wishes and guide me through.

How i really wish that people don't judge me and doubt my capability.
Connection to many of you is a plus point.
To me instead i realized is a disaster.
It seems like a dark smoke that massively covered my shine that glows from me.
How many people can see what lies beneath the smoke ?

Therefore, i have gained back the light from the 2nd attempt.
at least, i found the answer.
at least, i know i can,
at least, i believe myself.

but, is that what i want?
whole life doing what i like but couldn't get the life that so many people wish for?
or
would it be better if to do something that so-so and took ages to step up
but gained the life that everyone wish for?

something to think about
but time is short.

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Top 5 Wishlist *at the moment*

It may takes me years to have my wishlist fulfilled.

but i guess, it'll makes me work harder to achieve it.

even if i don't possessed it,
listing it down here, makes me feel happier..
lol*


MY TOP 5 WISHLIST
*at the moment*
*not in a particular order*

*drumroll*
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1. URBAN DECAY NAKED PALETTE


I'll get this one day and hopefully it'll not sold out again.
It's so annoying that it keeps on sold out
and then the good thing is, it is permanent item.
My goodness...is torturing.
I'll get it when i'm financially stable..lol..i guess this statement will be repeated again :(


2. Yves Saint Laurent Heels



I particularly like this in grey...
seen on many celebrity and *SCREAMMM*
i was trying to find a whole collection of YSL and see if anyone actually have a shoe rack full of YSL pumps aside from Christina Aguilera enormous shoe rack, luckily enough i can't find any.
Big relieve for me, if not i can stare at that picture for hours.
This will be permanently on my list for maybe another few years time as
is exorbitantly expensive. It's not my necessities but i hope to have it one day because is just gorgeous..lol...bet i wear this, Clement will look shorter...Good thing!


3. Pembroke Welsh Corgi


The moment i got a house that is not an apartment or condo, a house that has big compound and big-high gate, i will definitely get this dog provided i'm financially stable again..
LOL* Not that i don't like my current dog - Bubble
( lol..must give him some introduction...Bubble is a shih tzu with black and white coating. Awesome shih tzu and the cutest shih tzu on earth even though there are 60% people don't think is a shih tzu at all :( ...but with all being odds, he's still the cutest and good looking dog ever! )


4. Mini Cooper

This is not the best mini that i loved to own.
In fact, i don't have specific one.
I would love to have any mini cooper that is in excellent condition and will not broke down in the middle of nowhere like my Kancil.
Perhaps, i would prefer the colour glossy red or milky white...
who knows i might see be interested in the mini which is from love at first sight.



5. Traveling



I really hope i can travel to a place which is really far from the center of the Earth.
I want to feel the different climate.

Places like:
-Rome (to see monument and art)
-Alaska (to see Aurora)
- United states of America (lots to see )
- Maldives (The sea!!)
-United Kingdom ( to see stonehenge and others)

list can go on and on.

Now, do you feel like life is really very short?
well, for me i think life is really short, and we should live out life to the fullest.
but first, trust in your God, and have faith.
As you may think it is impossible, with Him, it is possible.
So, i believe got will provide and i'm able to see GOD's wonderful creation.
Maybe, one day i'm more than just a traveller.

Marisa Miller x Vans

I never thought this is how it'll turned out to be when Clement told me that Marisa Miller, another favourite Angels that i totally admire...she's a real bombshell <3....., anyway as i was saying, Clement told me that Marisa designed a shoe for Vans. At first i thought : "Nah...it'll surely be very girlish with lotsa hot pink....one word to describe victoria's secret = PINK = Girlish" So i pay less interest to it. However, since Clement says it's nice, i finally go check it out.

As you may see~
It's totally gorgeous....
What can i described?
mixture of summer splash, the sun, the beach, and PADDLE POP Rainbow!
LOL~
So cute and who don't know i like rainbow colours? well, now you know...
i bet Jo sure know...lol....*highschool moment*

Somehow, you may find it very kiddo...
i'm not sure...but i can imagine myself wearing it and feel so young again.
Am not sure if is a good thing because i'm so short,
and i wear this...uhmm....people who don't know, might think i bought it from kids store...

I think it will suit taller people like Marisa ..DuhhHh!

SO, maybe if i would like to get one,
i'll get the slip on 1...
but i never try slip on before...so, i can't comment much whether it'll look weird on me or not.

But, i love the SK8-Hi a lot....

if only im taller...

anyway, the slip-on is not bad too..

Vans on a Slip-On: $60
and a SK8-Hi: $70

I guess if convert plus tax imposed bla bla bla...
i think it'll cost me around RM300++

Urg!

Christmas coming!
anyone kind enough to get me this?
nyahhah


*all sources from Hypebeast*

New Chapter

First of all, the photo above is just for fun.
I find it quite funny and nice.
Found it when i try to google 'courage'
Indeed the cat is really very brave!
lol*

Here, i would like to say Praise the Lord and i would like to thank the Lord for listening to my prayers all this while. I thank Him for blessing me and enable me to pass my exams and be able to graduate.

Matter of graduating really ponder me for quite sometimes as i was really worried and could not really enjoy my holiday. In fact, i feel like this time the holiday doesn't really matter to me as i feel all alone not because i'm not being open to invitation but is due to many times that things just don't turned out the way i plan and never the plan succeeded this time. It sort of makes me feel so numb about all the 'holiday' mood. I guess i'm so immune to such numbness that i feel really peaceful being alone at home doing the things i like. But at times, it just felt so bored and lonely. Hence, i wish i got my ideal job as soon as possible. People told me: Enjoy your holiday while you can or you'll regret later. Perhaps this statements doesn't apply to me since everyone not enjoying either since they're almost all working. I try to rest as much as i could before i no longer have the time to rest. God knows i'm a workaholic and even though i've not been working in a corporate world yet, i know that since now even a smallest job i will work my ass off, then this will apply to the job i'll be in the future am i right?

Next week will be my first job test....
wish me luck~

HELP Kristie! She only have 3 weeks to live

Well there may always be people who are in need.
The whole nation perhaps everyone will say that she or he deserves more and etc.
but what's important is the life!
is not the matter of who deserves more but if we can save one's life, why not?
And this girl, she's really sick..
and i can't imagine to have 3 weeks only to live and not that u are able to do anything coz she is constantly paralyze. at least if u know u can't live any longer, but u are still able to walk or do something, at least u're not that bad but to know if you are paralyze and u're just waiting to die, it's just horrible and cruel...
I really hope that somehow this matter will be circulated rapidly now especially in their country and immediate help is on its way now...

You will be alright Kristie...please hold on for the miracle is here for you... God's with you..Always.



what you can do:
1. Spread this via Facebook, Youtube, MySpace, blog, any other source.
or
2. Pray for them.

Cher Lloyd - i like somehow

Another random post of mine..
after posting up regarding Liam Payne i actually listen through all the contestant in X Factor UK.
But caused before that 'm having my exams...so i didn't get to blog about it...

please leave me a comment if there's someone actually still reading my blog? lol

anyway...Cher Lloyd...
what can i say?
at first i never like her music...her song choices due to she's kinda have her own style...mostly rapping...but what makes me thing she's good and unique as well as just make me wanna see her more is, the way she's being herself...so comfortable...not trying to be anyone and she is creative...

the video i posted up is the latest thus far which really shocked me and i love it!!!

i knew she can sing but because due to the past few performance i guess, she's trying to familiarize and you know sometimes u just need some time to get comfortable on stage and use the mic...so her voice is not that control..

but this time, aside from the typical rap, i think she did a very awesome job...


check her out....

10.10.10 a special day or a horrific day?

it is worse than the photo could tell. I've shared a video of this incident in my facebook.

by watching that, only then i know that is beyond serious~

Really horrific....

~Pray for the victims~

Below news are taken from NST.COM

REMBAU: Twelve people, including three women, were killed and more than 50 others injured in an accident involving two buses,three cars and a van at Km223 of the North-South Expressway, near the Pedas toll plaza, yesterday.

A police spokesman said the accident occurred at 6.50pm when a Delima Express bus, heading from Johor Baru to Kuala Lumpur, was believed to have skidded before crashing into the highway guardrail.

The bus ended up in the southbound lane where it crashed into a Toyota Hiace van.

A Welfare Department bus, a Perodua Myvi, a Honda City and a Honda Accord then crashed into the express bus.

The spokesman said the Welfare Department bus was carrying 40 retired members of the armed forces and their wives.

The bus driver, however, managed to steer his vehicle to avoid a more serious impact.

“The bodies of the victims were all over the expressway and police had difficulty determining whether they were from the Delima Express bus or the other vehicles. ”

The accident victims were sent to the Malacca, Alor Gajah, Jasin, Tuanku Jaafar and Tampin hospitals.

One of those affected, Md Razel Sarmin, 38, the driver of the Honda City, said he was on the fast lane of the expressway heading to Pontian in Johor from Kuala Lumpur when he saw the Delima Express bus hurtling into his path from the opposite side of the expressway.

“The bus crashed into the Toyota Hiace van which spinned several times. I managed to avoid the bus, but my car grazed the back of the van.

“My seven family members and I in the car then stopped at the side of the expressway. We saw bodies all over the road.

“I saw the driver of the van hanging from the driver’s side window and the Delima Express bus was blocking all three lanes of the highway heading to Alor Gajah.”

Another witness, Abdul Hamid Hasan, 55, an ex-serviceman from Taman Rambai Jaya in Malacca, who was on the Welfare Department bus and sitting in a front row seat, said he was rudely awakened when the bus driver applied the emergency brakes.

“I opened my eyes and was shocked to see an express bus blocking our path and our bus driver trying to avoid it.

“Our bus slightly hit the back of the express bus.”

Three of the ex-servicemen’s wives , including one who is pregnant, were injured and they were rushed to hospital.

Three fire engines from the Rembau, Tampin and Alor Gajah stations were sent to the scene.

At least eight ambulances took the injured to hospital.

The accident caused massive traffic jams on both sides of the expressway.

Post of Liam Payne

Hello all,

taking a break from my studies....

Youtube awhile for many music that i somehow gonna forget soon.

Luckily, it brings me back to my love of classic music...

If you know me well,

you would have known that i'm an old heck...lol...because i like classic songs...

i prefer Light and Easy Radio Station rather than 92.9 Hitz FM.

So happen as i was listening to Beatles, Bee Gees, Elvis, Tina Turner......etc

i'm not sure what i've got into...and i went on listening to even older and older song...

Sigh i feel old out of a sudden but i dwell into those piece of songs....it's lovely~

and what i really found was....

a really hot guy....LOL

that's so random...

His name is Liam Payne... known for being contestant in X Factor 2010.

First, what caught me to notice him is, the song: Cry me a River....not the Justin Timberlake 1 but Julie London 1...as i've said i kept finding older and older song...

Second, out of a sudden the youtoube side suggestion bar shown this cute guy...What makes me not to click it right? so i click...LOL~~

Whoa~ never knew still got such a hot young boy...sigh why is he so young *sigh sigh sigh*

Plus great talent for having such a wonderful classical voice...

not easy to find someone who's young, who can sing classical song, have the look and attitude...

MMmmm...perfect combination...

Yea i personally feel a guy who can sing classical song so well and singing it with heart and soul is really romantic without having to look at the person face....voice will do~

In 1 part of the X factor, one of the judges said he looks like Justin Bieber...HELL NO!

Liam is way better than Bieber...and i never think Bieber got talent. I feel he's just an average guy who can sing...Sorry to all the Bieber fans...i dislike all his song...Go ahead and press the cross button of my site if you hate me....but i'm just telling the truth and my own opinion.

There are so many talented kids out there nowadays who is way better than Bieber...so what's with the crave? i agree that i'm too old to understand this generation taste of music now.

but is all up to you whether to like or dislike...at the end of the day, still, without music, life is just dull....that's what i feel.

Back to Liam, though i've been listening to many of his song that he cover, from classic to rather mainstream, i still prefer him singing classic....

Catch some of Liam's singing:

these are the ones that i like the most =)

guy with formal wear is always HOT!

i've become so numb...

for past few days i've been sleeping so late due to having to prepare my finals

you'll never know what i've been through or shall say everyone who's taking my course now...

guess everyone been sleeping very late compare to usual time..

if you know me,

you already know that i used to sleep around 2am or 3...

now....

i need to sleep at 6am!!!!!!!

wake up at 10am........

even during weekend...

no college...

sigh....

im so dead....

like really tired...

losing appetite lately...

i know my health wasn't that good too...

anyway...

enough of taking break...

back to work :(

Movie Review Time

haha i really don't know why i just love to review movie.
i just love it although it may not be that helpful but i just want to let you know
that all the movie i review is from my own thought from what i like to what i dislike.
i don't mind if you disagree as everyone has their own opinion :)


Clement been telling me about movie from Tom Hanks.
Is really shameful of me for not knowing what the heck the movie that he mentioned.
Turned out the movie that he downloaded for me starring Tom Hanks is
sooooo so so so GOOD *thumbs up* and whatsmore is like
the movie which got nominated for so many awards
and also is such a big big movie...
and i didnt watch it before...


and that is why i felt so ashamed for not watching it last time.

what i mean last time is really long long time ago.

CAST AWAY

this movie were released in 2000. As ignorant as i am, i do not even know such movie existed.
This movie stunt me and i have to say,
if you have not watch this before... go download it NOW or buy the DVD or whatever...
Just go and watch..
is so meaningful that i don't think i'll ever forget this movie.
it will change your life.
this movie really affected me on the way i think of life.
i have to give credit to all the crew and Tom Hanks for making this movie so real and with so much passion.
It touched me in the sense that i can feel how much effort they pour into this movie and how i can relate myself to the character.

need not wanna talk the whole story because you can google it and read the synopsis or something.
but just a quick 1...

this movie is about a man who work for FedEx and got into an accident due to plane crashed.
He got stranded in the middle of nowhere in 1 part of the ocean and got taken by the waves to a really secluded unknown island. Noone know such island existed also which mean no human being there or even animal except fish and crabs..so it went on to how he gonna survive and will he ever leave the island and get back to his home? indeed he did able to go back home but after 4 freaking years!!! when everyone thought he's dead already!!

Catch your interest enough?

Really you need to watch it!!!!!!

no need to rate this movie coz is perfect!!!!!!!!

Forrest Gump

This is as equally nice as CAST AWAY.
At this point i really like Tom Hanks...LOL...now that i only know why is he so famous...
watch this show and you know why.

This movie is like released since 1994!!!!!!!!
Gosh im so young at that time.
So don't blame me for not knowing such movie exist!
i admit i'm ignorant...

at least i watched it now...
better late than never!!!
So if you haven't watch this...WATCH IT NOW TOOOOOOOOOOO

before i talk about this movie...
a lil information for you:

Thanks to clement for telling me because i don;t even know about this fact too.
Do you know the restaurant called BUBBA GUMP?
the name came from this show...
if you have dine in there before you will notice that there are all the signage and statue and lots more, all related to this movie...
you will know why if only you watched this movie as there's too many things to tell you.
most famous quotes used is : "RUN FOREST FUN"
sounds familiar to you huh?


This movie is about a guy called Forrest Gump. What a name!
This guy have very low wisdom and that is somehow looks retarded. Yet, he made himself well-known from being a pure stoner to becoming so famous and making the history!
All his life, whatever he does, he will focus 100% on the things that he do.
for instance, in a scene, when he was young, he got a back problem and doctor have to put a special crutch on his both leg in order for him to have straight back. so, he walked like a retard. everyone finds him weird and he got no friends or always got bullied but only 1 girl who will befriended him. when he got bullied, all that the girl do was to shout " Run, Forrest, Run" and he will just RUN with the crutch. Not knowing he can run so fast that he broke the crutch and then all his life he's been running till one day he ran so far until he even trespass the american football field when people having competition there. one of the coach saw him and admire his speed and hire him to join the team and then he got on TV!.
so, that's 1 scene..

there's soo soo soo much more interesting story about him till the time he's able to open the BUBBA GUMP restaurant...

Great SHOW and once again thought me the meaning of life as well...

just watch it if you can!


highly recommended....

What we think, we become.

Some updates and movie review (in the post above) :)

Remember the time i say what i wanted?
well, i finally have it...
and guess what i got?

instead of having only 1 item that i've mentioned, i have 2!!!
Thanks to clement :) he's just awesome but i feel guilty as this is not cheap...sigh

okok...
i know you wanna know what i got from him for my birthday.

I got this 2 stuff:~

Ahh...love it love it..

i guess most girls don't really have the desire for these stuff but i do!
Polaroid is cool whether or not u agree with it!


thanks for the surprise again darl.

My finals is around the corner.
Feel so unprepared.
Lotsa things to think of and all i can do is pray that i can do it with of course some effort from me.

Blessed me My Lord.

Scribbles

Recently, i've been so stress and moody.
Seriously i wish i can just sleep the whole day without even care what is going on or being disturbed by anyone.
only at this time, i could feel myself survive even if i'm all by myself or alone.

i understand most of you went through your finals (as in education) and perhaps all r trying to tell me that it'll be alright.
despite myself being a pessimistic especially at this time around, i did not work my best to solve my problem.
all i can think of in my brain is "what if..."
i know myself is pathetic enough now coz all i do is whine whine whine!!

and yes, i think by doing so i'll feel better.

This semester is soooooo tough that on one hand i feel i'm blessed coz i give up Actuarial Science, on the other hand , i took something that is not any better too. just maybe just a tad better than Actuarial.

normally, visiting lecturer to me is a good sign and i dont mind not attending their class if those lecturer sucks. but this time, i attend and Oh LORD HELP ME... since the beginning of the semester, lecturer already telling us how tough this course is bla bla bla...everything is bad, tough, hard, fail...every single subject. WHY do this to me at this final stage of my education...really i can't accept failure anymore because it kills me. Once the visting lecturer come, they make me even worse because by then u know what r they assessing us in exam. and once again *PLEASE HELP ME MY HOLY FATHER* they proven me that the exam is nothing i've attempted before. now i wish 1 day have 48hours for me to do everything i could.

i've limited time...
seriously maybe 2 months...

i doubt i have any hope.

sometimes i c those ppl so chilling, i will think too myself, why so serious?
but the fact is, i take this rather seriously and please don't joke with me coz i'll get pissed and no, i wont fight with u but i will keep silent because i hate you. i hate u r stupid, i hate u r smart, i hate everythingggggggggg

right now my feeling is:
this is my last hope, last chance, and i mustttttttt pass....
but the outcome is not favourable to me at all!
so what am i gonna do ? still hoping though...thatz all..hope......
i want this sooooooooo badly more than GUCCI, SALVATORE, YSL...
and again "what if?"
sighhhhhhhhhh

sometimes i wish ppl could really be understandable to me and respect me for being serious.
sometimes i wish ppl will care for my emotion and feeling when i call them not to disturb me.
sometimes i wish ppl could understand that i'm not scolding them or any hard feeling for them for being moody and wanna be alone.

I want...

Vacation

ever since, Hong Kong, not include other place i went because other places i go is for competition which mean can't enjoy as much as i want to, i really miss vacation ... a real vacation..i guess i'm the most easy to satisfy kinda person as i don't care where i go for vacation (of course the nicer place better lerh) i will still enjoy it because it's vacation = RELAX. AHHHH i want more but limited $$$$$

Fujifilm Instax 210

Just watch youtube regarding this bulky toy!! (no is not eexactly a toy! it's a polaroid camera)
i want this because it seems that aside being so big and ugly, i like the effect of the picture and so old school. Just afraid that the film no longer will be available and it will rot in my possession. i could imagine me holding it which im not even sure if i can hold it with one hand coz is so big. but ocoz is big in order to have bigger picture rite...i like big picture rather than mini size 1 which the instax also have mini size, but i just love big wide photo more...that's y i hesitate to get the mini 1. So should i get this?

Dolce & Gabbana Rose the One Perfume

So in love with this fragrance..the scent indescribable. God knows how hard i fall in love with perfume due to i'm very picky in choosing the best scents that i want on my body. I have JLO Still perfume which i try to use it at minimal because i love that scents too much that i am worried it will be gone! But i wanted to try alternative and this is the alternative that i found which have the same likings!!! I loveeeeee and i want this too...

DKNY Be Delicious Fresh Blossom Perfume

Well to be honest i really can't compare this with D&G rose the one perfume because both of this is LOVEEEEEEEE... and i like both of it...however, the major different is that, in my opinion, D&G is more feminine and i guess since is D&G, high-end brand, i guess the scents last longer? no? any comment? im not sure coz i havent got 1 yet and ocoz i want also...ahahah This DKNY to me is more sweet rather than feminine. My definition of sweet is not the sugar sweet but to portray a sweet angelic girly girl. And this is cheaper. perhaps i could get it my own ? ='( $$$$$$$

Tattoo

On the other note,i've been wanting tattoo since like clement's got his one. Supposed he got it during his 21st and i plan to do mine on 21st but too bad it didnt happen coz no cash again. Perhaps many of you will say, no more don't try to want to many things. LOL but i think when i got money, those things i want might not be the things that i will buy anymore..but then, tattoo can be made anytime and i'm sure the place i wanna get tattoo wouldnt closed down anytime soon. So, i will definitely getting it but perhaps in near future...



the Question is:

which 1 should i choose as my present???

Pop The Cherry

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Movie review

Actually i watched this movie since few months ago .
Again, i don't see it in cinema (not sure) so i watched through downloading it.
i can't expressed how much i love to watch this show.
i can watch over and over again from laptop to HBO again and again.
but watching it via HBO somehow there's lotsa censored.
so is better to download it and watch.

there's nothing that i don't like about this show.
i feel is brilliant and somehow i just feel fear as i keep thinking what if i'm that daughter.
*touchwood*
i wish this movie can be longer...LOL cause i don't want it to end.

rate: 10/10

People is crazy about this movie.
So of course have to watch it rite?
ended up i guess whoever watched this movie, all went abit unrealistic or gone crazy..
LOL
i guess nothing much i could say because it seems that everyone is talking about it.
please don't ask me what is the ending or you don't understand or do i understand.
Noone can give definite answer i believe.
Not even the director or scriptwriter.
Perhaps it is just the way a director tried to produce such movie that will allow us to use our brain in many different way, different interpretation from different people.
so, i think the conclusion is all yours.

To make things simpler for me and to avoid me from getting nuts thinking about this movie.
i will conclude that from the very beginning, it is all just Cobb's dream since he said that noone can remember the beginning of a dream..LOL

done!

rate: 8/10

i think this is really pretty good movie.
not trying to be biased because i love angelina jolie so much.
but seriously is pretty good.
action movie with some twist and turn to it.
not a dull movie at all.
:)

i like.........

rate: 8/10

movie review (it's been long time)

Watch this yesterday night..
i dont think malaysia cinema has this on screen though.

it is hilarious and unique storyline.
this show is just so creative in the way it actually rewind back the story.
so u know what actually happened.

i love this movie!

rate: 9/10

I think the best Toy Story movie so far!
i'm not a fan of toy story 1 or even 2 when i was a teen.
i felt that this movie kinda scary because toys alive? eee creepy~
but now when i watch back the TOY STORY 1 & 2 (3D)
it began to interest me and i enjoyed it.
So when PART 3 came out,
i really wanted to watch it.
and luckily i did because
it is so funny and i like the animation, the graphics everything...
you gotta watch it !

rate: 9/10

PUDU JAIL DEMOLITION

NST NEWSPAPER

KUALA LUMPUR: When the clock strikes 10pm tonight, the 394m stretch of Pudu Jail wall fronting Jalan Pudu will be demolished after having served its purpose for the past 100 years.

Construction on the 4.5 metre wall, also known as Pudu Goal, started in 1891 in Jalan Hang Tuah, and it was fully completed in 1895 at a cost of RM15,360.

The wall, which once set a record for the longest mural in the world (384m), now carries no meaning in the bustling hub of development at Bukit Bintang Golden Triangle.

The prison itself stopped operating in 1996 and its inmates were shifted to the Sungai Buloh Prison, located 36km from here, after the building could no longer cater to the high volume of up to 6,550 people at a time since 1985.

The memories linked to the historic landmark will remain part of the country's history even after the wall is torn down in a move proposed by Kuala Lumpur Mayor Datuk Seri Ahmad Fuad Ismail.

The move is part of an effort to ease traffic congestion in the area through a road-widening project, including the construction of an underpass.

A check yesterday showed soil levelling works on the prison premises completed and awaiting today's wall demolition, a plan which drew flak from those who cherish the building's heritage.

Prabu Munusamy, 32, expressed his disappointment, saying the prison complex could be a valuable tourist attraction.

He said although the building had housed criminals, it should be preserved for its own unique values.

"This prison has even held several prominent convicts and until today, the public still come by to see and take photos there."

Chew Chong Huai, 52, said he was saddened to know that the historic structure, which should be made a heritage site, would be torn down.

"In other countries, such as China for example, historical landmarks would be kept and preserved as tourist attractions."

Irwan Hashim, 32, also disagreed with the move to demolish the complex and wall, saying the city was already congested with development.

"Enough with these developments. Kuala Lumpur is already packed with buildings and shopping complexes. Let us not destroy what is left of our heritage."

A tourist from the Philippines, 49-year-old Farancisco B. Lopez said Pudu Jail should be preserved for tourism purposes, such as the Alcatraz prison in California, United States.

"It's a waste and pointless. I was told this building is one of the historical sites in Malaysia as it was built in the 1800s." -- Bernama

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MY SAY!


I felt that is kinda waste for such a meaningful trademark that symbolizes KL actually. Not to say that KL represents convict but the Pudu jail has been the landmark in KL since like 100 years!!! thatz a long and should be considered historic year!

I'm sure everyone knows where is PUDU jail. Whenever we wanna meet up or go somewhere in Kl, asking direction...often we mentioned Pudu Jail, eventually we know where it is.

It will be so empty now when i go to Sungei Wang. without seeing those great walls and the eerie-ness of it when i passed, it just different now.

HOwever, knowing that they demolished it for the purpose of shopping mall? such a ridiculous and stupid thing to do...aren't we enough shopping mall already????
can they just use the land for good purpose for God sake!

Times Square shopping mall is already failed enough, and now building another 1 next to it, it doesnt make it better.

I hope that Government spend time on increasing and improving the economy of the country in the long term rather than running a short term profit project like building shopping mall!!

IT's not easy to have a 100 year old building. we dont see it anywhere so often. At least sometimes we can see 100 years old trees..but building...it just rare!

♥you're special and you're always be remembered

*first of all, i apologized for posting up this photo as it may spoil your appetite*

so i rather not mentioned the names.
except myself who is the far left fat lil girl...sigh*

but today im not talking about me.
but the main family member of mine: my beloved dog, Mungo ♥

As you may know, Lassie who passed away last year was his mother.
Lassie gave birth to 3 cute lil pups actually.
but one of them died just few minutes after he was born.
so left 2.
we named them Fluffy and Mungo.
Fluffy was kinda short fur with a very pure white furball pups.
and Mungo as u can c is just so adorable with slightly long furry fur and beige in colour.
Fluffy was given away to people as Grandpa said we're crazy for taking care so many since the fact is that we couldnt have the ability to take care all of them.
eventually, fluffy couldnt be retain..and he was given away )=
we beg and beg and beg my grandpa nt to give mungo away.
i love mungo alot since he was born.
he was naughty and fat.
i remember the time i carried him, he alwayz fight back and never stay still..
but i like him just too much...
finally, grandpa agreed not to give him away.

Mungo♥ see us grow from at early young age to now where most of us already hit 20s.
just imagine how long it is.
we never treat any of our dogs as just dogs but part of our family member.
because we know they care about us so r we.

Nevertheless, he gave us so much of joy, laughter, sadness and mostly happiness
just as much as Lassie does.

However,
all good things have to come to an end some day.
and yesterday was the day.

Throughout, the 8 days,
i have never felt so numb in my life.
i know that i'm mentally exhausted of worrying, fearing, praying, driving back and forth to Puchong,not caring if it will cost me anything or im losing my attendance in school or my kancil will died halfway there etc.
i just feel so numb.
i care nothing but Mungo♥
i know for some of u u may think is not worth it.
but to me it worth every single thing i do for him.
is the least i can do.
the first day i brought him with grandpa have led my heart almost to the stopping point.
i really couldnt describe how i felt.
not denying i've been crying since day 1.
forcing myself to stay so so strong.
not wanted to listen to wateva people say.
all i wan to do is pray and think of him.
every day i woke up at 10am coz i know vet open at 10am.
i called the vet immediately as i worried about him and i want to know as soon as i can how he is.
really i think i cant control myself.
is just too hard.

On Friday night i stayed over in my grandpa's house,
because it was public hols and vet closed early.
so doc allowed us to stop the drip and bring him home.
sis brought him home and
i never know how happy he was till i read her blog.
at least he still have the chance to be home ♥
i decided to stay over coz im worried and
i hope he really will eat something when he is finally comfortable at home.
i reached there at night,
but all i see was him lying there.
grandpa and grandma told me how happy he was in the afternoon.
i hope i can really c him that happy again.
but all i can feel is through his innocent eye.
telling me he is happy.
and all i c physically was him suffering.
morning, once i woke up i ran down to c him.
but i was really reluctant to bring him back to vet.
but looking at him this way is not much better anyway.
and it was right.
the next day once he got on the drip..
he seems to have more strength again.

i was relief yet again doc said gotta do another blood test.
Oh Lord i said...
this time i hope that i do not know the result.
and results come out as bad.
at that moment i know,
everyone will be devastated.
so is true.
sadly, is true.
it was the hardest decision so far that we have to make.
and we've made our decision.
though it is hurtful to lose him,
but is even worse to see him suffer like this.
i truly reluctant....
i truly miss him...
i truly do not wan him go...
and all i can do is try to stay calm and not make my grandpa feel even worse to see me cry.
i went out.
the air that i inhale seems to take my breath along.
i wish i could just faint and evrything is just a dream.


i never see Grandpa tears flowing down before.
this was the first time.
i know our sadness even all of us combined,
will never be compared to how sad my Grandpa is.
but my Grandpa stay strong and say his last word to him.
we've finally fulfill 1 thing that we could not do to lassie.
bidding our last goodbye.

i did not watch him.
i want him to be always the happy joyful dog just like his mother
in my heart.


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Mungo,
i just wanna say that i miss you so much and i love you so much.
You and Lassie can never be replaced.
As you are always our beloved family member.


till we meet again, Mungo♥



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"Until then, I'll keep trying to see through my tears,
with memories you left us, to reflect through the years.
We'll never forget one minute we spent,
of loving and laughing, of places we went.
But one day will come, when we'll start to see through,
the pain of the moment, and remember just "you".
Now you go and play, and look down when you can,
remembering we love you, and this isn't the end."
-unknown author-

u dont deserve it!

sometimes through this happens;
i know i will see some true colours;
not to boast how much i've given;
i just can't tolerate others.
why do they act such way;
seems like their emotions are nothing;
when it comes to the day;
i wonder would they say anything.
all they did;
are nothing but hypocrite.
as if they do;
stop acting like as if they care;
stop being like a fool;
carry the burden that we share.


if u ever say anything for not doing anything. i'll definitely wont give u face

Hope and Faith...

Dear Mungo,

i hope you will use your mighty strength to fight for all your sickness...
im so worried...till i dont think i can ever close my eyes to sleep worrying about next day...
each and every seconds makes me think about you...
please be strong...we all awaiting for you to come home...
must fight ok...
i love love love you alot...

keeping u in my prayer all the time...

God please please safe him....

Amen.

Random~

I lurve this....

though im not that good guitarist.
im still noob but learning...

i don't mind owning this first ahahahhh...
Anyone willing to get me this?
it's available in yamaha music shop in the Curve.

Open Up your Eyes Everyone!

"We are the world"

a song that i love till now.
it's written by my idol: Michael Jackson, and Lionel Richie since 1985.
this song has used as a medium to create awareness.
i love the title of this song.
Though we human lived in various country, we are just only a human.
we are all living in this planet called Earth.
i wonder when do we all come together as one?
it seems impossible.
perhaps it's time for our Father to re-create His own desire Earth.

in 2010, this song has been remake by the latest artist. but i found the video below is much much better than the new version by various artists.
check them out!~

Makeup : Splurge or Save?

Ever wonder that your cosmetic products in your makeup desk are building up and yet u can't used them all? still, u insist of buying new ones because you're just bored of them?! even worse, you're spending on most of the expensive cosmetic over and over again. And this is not good. Though expensive makeup from high end brands are always more tempting, there are times where u can't just splurge all of your makeup on those brands. It will only makes u feel miserable with the amount of money you're spending. Sometimes drugstore makeup can be just as good as the branded ones and it just costs so much more lesser. So, you may be wondering, what kind of products that you need to invest on the expensive one and what is need to save on?

Just take a look at this video, it will helps you:-

First Post of 2010

Indeed i've been away for farr too long i shall say. Well i admit i abandoned my blog because i just have too much thing to do with just 1 laptop. Believe it or not. Hate that i have to login again n again when i need to have both gmail ongoing loading and my blog functioning at the same time with different username. Ended up the google don't allow such thing. *haihz*

Anyway, it's the first post of the Year!!!


*excited* r u? *ngemm... i bet not...*

Well.. well.. well...

where should i start?

First of in Year 2009,

It's the most exciting year thus far...

Get to travel to lotsa place for competition and most importantly holiday!~
Australia, Hong Kong, ShenZhen, Macau and nontheless let me tell u...dont laugh k... Kuala Lumpur. i know i know... Whazzup with KL rite? u may not know bt i get to go KL more often without sitting public transport anymore... *thanks to my babe* nyahahha...just hope this year i'll get to explore more of KL...especially FOOD!!!!!

AUSCHEER09 was a great experienced, i met Tina and Jenny Burger (took care of us and providing such a wonderful stay) i miss them till now. The happiest is that we won Champion. Aside from getting champion when im in FORM5, this is the second time that i can felt back the moment getting champion. Though i hope in the future i can experienced and taste the champion moment again, however realistically i think i'm satisfied and all i wanna do is fulfill the goal that rite now i have.

Going for Holidays with my loved ones and friends, is really the least i can ever imagined that i will get to do in this year. It all happens so fast and everything just went well. I really love travelling and the memory i have with u guys who went ith me to HK, it will alwayz allllllwayzzz remembered in my heart. whenever i watch TVB drama series, those signboard and road and buildings in the scene, it alwayz reminds me of u guys! I hope to travel more with just one problem ~ money$$$$.

College has been hectic as usual. I'm quite sure it will be more stressful in the future as well.. no doubt about that. hence, im not anticipating to start college...*Gosh is just starting tomorrow.. Good LOrd )= * but this year i really wanna score better. Unfortunately, lotsa my friend leaving to AUssie... That's the sad thing to know. Australia being so cruel..taking all my friends 1 by 1 away from me. *will gonna be a post dedicated to u all*

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Just realised i've been learning to play guitar for a year now and i am so gonna smack myself on the face because it seems that, im not improving....this is a total let down for me...im devastated right now....@!$@#$@#$@#$

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Haha few minutes ago i just told Joaquim that i have hard time reminiscing my year 2009.
And this is hat she told me:

jºª¶u¡м says:
ohh kk... let me refresh ur mind abit tho i cant rmb much either...
went for aussie cheer...
celebrated 21st.. went hong kong
aussie cheer was it 2009 or 2008?
=.="
sorry... might make u more confused

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷрєїкэєƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ says:
eh no ah
it helps most of it

jºª¶u¡м says:
went doggy day wif me XD
1st time met a wild terrier

hahaha...such a bff i have!!! Thanks so much jojo...

SO...i shall not waste my external hard disk provided information.

hehe

On my 21st birthday, hehe someone still owe me my dinner which i've been longing till now...
SIGH....not sure if there'll be anymore meaning...like i think most of my true friend know, i like surprises. yes is hard to give me surprises every single years...but haha i still want it though... I got my first ever Gucci sunglasses.. a branded and authentic 1...love it to the max....thanks to my love.... hehe... sorta did not organize party for my bday. i thank my metro fren for celebrating mine together with some other whose bday also in August... though im belated, i am really happy to got shu uemura cosmetic from u alll....sadly next yr u all nt gonna celeb my bday d.... thanks joaquim for remebering my bday and the lovely face shop prezzie...still have alot hehe... thanks for all the wonderful wishes frm my fren... i have to say on my 21st it doesnt turn out to be so much different frm my normal bday..but i really hope to get a wishes frm one of my friend but it turns out that she didnt...that really hurts me....Thanks to my sis for A/X tee which i really love...hehe thanks big sis for sacrificing the loccitane voucher to me..am nt sure is for xmas or 21st bday though..anyway i know she's broke yet she at least give me something ahahahah...im thirsty for present sometimes...ok well actually nt sometimes btu always...fine~


I have the most day out with my beloved dog BUBBLe in this year... thanks to clement who ever there to teman me to bring my sad dog out to meet other dog so that my dog wont feel like he's alien or something. hahahah...i love bubble. As much as i love Bubble, this year my beloved dog LAssie passed away. i was totally in despair, heartbroken as though someone that i loved has passed away. Lassie has been with me since i was just a lil kids. she see me grow till become an adult now. sadly i cant c her anymore for this year...she used to bring me smile but now she brings me tears and good memory in my heart and soul..i miss her.... and i will always love her...

Need not say, 2009 is the year that many people passed away... Such an unexpected years. the most memorable 1 - the death of MIchael Jackson...

Besides all the unhappy memory, here comes the good memory that i have in 2009...

i started my own blogshop. It all happens so sudden. i do not know what makes me have the courage and enthusiasm to open 1. all went well..and yea i really never thought i would do anything like this. I actually feel blessed with all the business i have thus far.... thanks to all who supported me...thanks to my customer too....i learn alot from doing business online. is a really great experience. it doesnt look simple as i thought it would be..it takes time and patient... Hope this year my business will be better (=

Alongside with e-business, i worked part-time in L'Occitane this year. wasnt my original plan to work as that. it doesnt fit what im studying right now , thatz what i initially thought. what i planned was to do intern but i fail coz i went HK for a week and yea it doesnt fulfil the requirement for the period of intern..lotsa my request rejected. but i do nto wanna waste my time wandering around doing nth during my less than 2 mth holiday. so i work and it happens that i went in and ask for part time in L'Occitane. thanks to my sis actually who influence me...haihz...bt apart from getting worried coz alot of friends say pay is low, i prove them wrong coz it seems that hardwork really payoff with good return (= Thank God! oh and ocoz i met new friends aka colleagues.. they really make my working life easier...such a geat memory that i will remember so deep also....i cant believe that it turns out to be we're such a close friends now. Love u guys.... and i also like to thanks the customer - good and bad- as they have given me lotsa knowledge towards socialising and the society in this world....also, the critics and praises i got from them (= lastly, Thanks L'Occitane!




Before i finished off this post, i just wanna say that, this is all i can think of for year 2009. If i happen to remember something i'll edit it..hehe... So before i go, i really wanna thank Clement for being there for me. Though it seems like this year more quarrel happens...it scares the shit out of me...i hoep this year somehow the bond will be stronger...well at least thatz what i hope. thanks for walking through another year with me...
Thanks Joaquim for being such a great friend till this day. I really not sure what i'll feel when u're leaving to Aus..but im sure it'll gonna be alright as i'll think u're in NS ahahha...BFF!!!



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